Looking out

Lapses of happiness are countered by moments of sadness.

I am utterly useless in front of you.

When I have those bouts of happiness, I know I eventually lose it – because its not real and its not mine.

You.bring.tears.to.my.eyes.just.for.being.you….

Torment

Standing in the rain and watching it fall,

Its getting cold and my shoes are getting squishy,

When will you come and make it all go away?